
In my work, I see sorrow daily. It can look very different depending on
the individual and circumstances, manifesting as a headache, or stomach
ache, or back ache, or it can look like the tear streaked face of the
deepest soul ache. Too often it is from the distress borne out of the
sadness of broken relationships, from abandonment, betrayal, and
dishonesty. Sorrow is a response to overwhelming sin.
What I don’t see often is the crushing weight of someone taking full
responsibility for another’s sin. Imagine offering oneself up ,
accepting punishment for something one has not done, making the ultimate
sacrifice to pay off another’s debt, to walk the earth every day knowing
the suffering that will be necessary for all this to happen as planned.
We are told Jesus wept. He knew soul ache first hand, but the ache
was for our souls, his sorrow for us.
He entrusts his broken body to us, his blood spilling at our feet.
All we are asked to do is hold him and love him. And the ache will go
away.
Isaiah 53:3
Nazarene

from www.nazarethvillage.com
“Nazareth! Can anything good come from there?” Even a future
disciple, Nathanael, was derisive when he heard about Jesus from his
friend Philip. Philip persisted that this man was the one about which
the prophets had written.
“Come and see.”
Hailing from an inconsequential small town is always a dubious
distinction, and it is a decidedly negative title in the case of Jesus
being called a “Nazarene” as part of prophecy fulfillment. Since the
precise word Nazarene is not found in the Old Testament, it is not clear
what prophecy is being referred to here, but the connotation is clear:
this man deserves no honor or respect simply because of where he comes
from.
Jesus even returns to Nazareth as an adult to teach in the temple and
there his own townspeople reject him, insulting him by saying “isn’t
this the carpenter?” The child they watched grow up couldn’t possibly
be equipped to preach profound teachings, or perform miracles. He could
not possibly be especially blessed because they themselves were
nothings. He could not come from Nazareth and be the Son of God.
Nazareth was simply not important enough. They were underestimating
what potential they themselves possessed.
They were wrong. They were wrong about Jesus, and they were wrong
about how the Lord uses the obscure, the despised, and the nothings for
His purposes.
Those who come from a small town should never be underestimated.
Matthew 2:23

As Jesus is the beginning and the end, the first and the last, he
becomes everything in between. We are to remember him in anything we do,
or say, or think.
From Charles Spurgeon: “… if you have left out Christ, there is no
manna from heaven, no water from the rock, no refuge from the storm, no
healing for the sick, no life for the dead. If you leave out Christ,
you have left the sun out of the day, and the moon out of the night, you
have left the waters out of the sea, and the foods out of the river, you
have left the harvest out of the year, the soul out of the body, you
have left joy out of heaven, yea, you have robbed all of its all. There
is no gospel worth thinking of, much less worth proclaiming in Jehovah’s
name, if Jesus be forgotten.”
Revelation 22:16
Paschal Lamb

bronze sculpture by C. Malcolm Powers from www-personal.umich.edu/~mmpowrs/front.html
When I was growing up, when hearing the Old Testament Passover story
from the Book of Exodus, I’d always flinch at the choosing of the year
old male lamb “without blemish” to be selected as the sacrifice for the
meal, and whose blood was used to mark the doorposts of the homes of
God’s people, enslaved in Egypt. His blood spared those residing inside
from the angel of death slaying the firstborns, securing the “Passover”
of that home, so the lamb became the sacrificial replacement as
directed by the Lord Himself. Although I understood the reason for the
sacrifice of the perfect lamb, as a child I secretly thought it would be
preferable to have a blemish or two, thus avoiding being chosen. What
became clear later was that lambs, particularly the ones with blemishes,
were doomed to be slaughtered for meat anyway–their death was a
certainty.
Only the Passover lamb actually saved lives, lives that were to be
liberated from the bondage of slavery. Lives that are liberated from
the bondage of sin.
Jesus is the Worthy Lamb, sacrificed so that death will pass over us,
that we will be changed forever, freed from who we have been. Death is
no longer our certainty.

Quickening Spirit

There is a distinct and memorable moment in pregnancy, around 16
weeks, when there is an undeniable awareness of movement within
the womb--initially a fluttery feeling, but then over the next
few days, there are tickly sensations, then rolling, then
pushes. It is referred to clinically as "quickening"--an
emphatic evidence of life within--and there is profound
acknowledgment that one's life is no longer one's own. It is
now shared.
Jesus is called the "second Adam" through his death and
resurrection, a quickening spirit now shared with us, so much
more than the simple life and breath of the first Adam. The
spirit lives and breathes within us, fluttering and rolling,
pushing us from inside, creating in us more than we ever could
become on our own. We are startled by its presence, amazed by
its touch, forever transformed, and never, never to be the same
again.
1 Corinthians 15:45
Refiner's Fire

It is hard to admit: I need cleaning, and badly. It isn’t just
dirty fingernails after working in the barn, or the messed up
hair after being out in the wind. I am usually presentable most
of the time, but there is still plenty of grime in every aspect
of my being, primarily invisible and internal.
Refining is a painful process whether by complete melt down
by fire or a thorough scrubbing by soap. Malachi addresses
this and John Piper on
www.desiringgod.org helps me understand why this must hurt:
“We were created in the image of God with the potential
to reverence God and trust him and obey him and glorify him, but
we were born in iniquity and in sin did our mothers conceive us.
We are shot through with the impurity of rebellion and unbelief,
and we fall short of God’s glory again and again.
You can prove this to yourself in many ways. For example,
you can notice how readily your heart inclines to those things
that will show your strengths to other people, and how resistant
your heart is to communion with God in solitude.
So we are impure by nature and by practice. But God will
have no alloys in heaven. ‘Blessed are the pure in heart, for
they shall see God.’ And yet he will have someone in heaven. He
will have a redeemed people. His banquet hall will be full. And
therefore he must be a refiner’s fire. If he were only a forest
fire, heaven would be empty. If he were only an incinerating
fire, heaven would be empty. And if he were no fire, heaven
would be empty.”
Malachi 3:2
Shiloh

Especially in the hubbub of holiday activities, I yearn for
moments in which to breathe deeply, sit quietly and absorb the
impact of what the Lord’s advent (“arrival”) really means.
Typically I find that respite when I’m lingering in the barn
after feeding our animals and listening to them chew–a sense of
contentment and fulfillment is a contagious thing. It is my
time of calm reflection: I long for an emerging peace to
overtake me and flow with me afloat, like a river.
“Until Shiloh comes” is a prophecy of not yet unlocked
mystery, as the name itself has potentially different meanings.
What is clear: the Hebrew children of God were to expect great
things from a future ruler to whom everything belongs. Already
in Genesis, there is written a promise of tranquility, an
assurance of peace to come.
Peace arrived unexpectedly in a barn, softly, gently,
swaddled and sleeping in a manger–and we all can linger there,
overtaken and overwhelmed by tranquility, a little longer.
Genesis 49:10
Tender Shoot

I’m reminded every spring, as we break the soil in the garden
for that season’s planting, how challenging is the job of the
seed. It is a plain, unadorned and ordinary thing, a little
boring even, practically forgotten once it is placed in the
ground. Yet the ordinariness is only the outer dress; the
extraordinary is contained within, and within days a tender
shoot braves all to come to the surface, bowed and humble. It
establishes a root that ensures survival, even in the most
inhospitable ground.
So it is with Jesus whose ordinary origins belied his
holiness. Hardy root and tender shoot, he reaches up to the
heavens and deeply into the earth, both at once.
We will be fed.
Isaiah 53:2
Unspeakable Gift

Playing piano for over twenty years of Sunday School Christmas
programs at our little church, I’ve watched a whole generation
of children go through the stages, starting as tiny angels with
glitter garland halos, then shepherds in bathrobes and dishtowel
head coverings, then finally to the more specialized roles of
Mary, Joseph and the three kings. The plywood manger is a bit
more wobbly, but the baby doll Jesus doesn’t mind. The few
years we’ve had a newborn baby from the congregation available
for the program, the manger remains a prop only, since mangers
are not exactly comfortable cribs for a 40 minute program.
Instead we choose a reliable strong-armed Mary, preferably a big
sister, with mom staying close by in the front row.
Each year, and tonight’s program was no different, there are
surprises and unforgettable moments (tonight’s was the suddenly
lit Christmas lights worn by the ‘head’ angel making the
shepherds “sore afraid”–the look on their faces was
priceless). Unplanned moments aside, the annual Christmas
program is meant to help children understand the most important
Christmas gift they will ever receive.
The gift itself is said to be “indescribable”. And it is
“unspeakable”: impossible to put into words that are adequate.
So we try, every year, with scripture readings, songs, and a
humble pageant of Bible time characters, simply to open hearts.
It is the heart that will understand, even when the ears may not
be able to hear.
2 Corinthians 9:15
Vine

watercolor by Janet Vanderhoof
There is something reassuring about knowing I’m attached and
nurtured by something bigger, stronger, more deeply rooted and
permanent. There are times when I’m buffeted in the wind,
beaten by the rain, burned by the hot sun, or crushed under the
snow, yet I’m unbroken because of the foundation I’m connected
to. I’m fed so I bear fruit that will nourish and sustain
others. My thirst is quenched so I can grow taller to provide
shade and shelter.
To produce fruit is to fulfill the purpose for which I was
created. And so the vine can reach far beyond its root and
trunk.
John 15:5
Wise Master Builder

We are in the midst of the building of a garage next to our
house–a project we have waited on for 15 years. The plans were
actually drawn a number of years ago, but there simply weren’t
the resources available until now.
So the original plans were dusted off, updated, the builder
selected and the project begun. The ground has been smoothed
and prepared, the foundation poured, now the walls and support
beams are going up. It all happens in a particular sequence,
one step after another, so the building will be finished
properly and safely. To try to put up support beams and roof
before a foundation is built would be foolish. Likewise, a
floor with no roof would soon become a pond.
There is a design, a plan, and a project underway by a Master
Builder. Thank goodness our lives are in steady hands with a
good grip and a sharp eye for detail.
1 Corinthians 3:10
X Stands for Christ
In
December 1963, it was of questionable taste to use styrofoam
letters toothpicked together to spell out “Merry Xmas” in a
family Christmas picture for our family Christmas cards. Why
the X? Because we couldn’t get the whole word “Christmas” to
hold together without collapsing into a mess of vowels and
consonants. We certainly tried. So my dad made a special run
back to the crafts store to buy an X so we could get this
picture done while his three children were still spit combed,
and polished clean. I vaguely remember by mother being a bit
reluctant to use the abbreviation “X” to represent “Christ” in
Christmas, as she thought it might offend a relative or two as
possibly disrespectful, but we did send this picture out to the
100+ people on her list, and I don’t recall any fall out.
It turns out there is good reason for the traditional “X” in
XMAS, and it is not to make Christmas advertising more compact,
using less expensive space. It represents the first letter Chi
of the name Christ in the Greek alphabet (Χριστός) and was used
as an abbreviation for Christ (sometimes as below in the symbol
known as the labarum, in combination with the “P” that
represents the Greek letter “Rho”). This was sometimes a secret
communication device between Christians, and often displayed
overtly in worship settings. So the X is, in fact, a name for
Christ, in shorthand. There is no disrespect meant, but rather
a way that religious community members could easily find each
other in sometimes oppressive circumstances.
Now, 46 years after this photo was taken, it’s the styrofoam
that causes offense, knowing it will never break down in
landfills, and simply can’t be destroyed without causing
environmental damage. But the X representing Christ is here to
stay. It may offend those who do not acknowledge the reality
of God who walked the earth, dying in our place, broken in body
only. His truth and spirit rose again and cannot, will not,
ever be destroyed.

Yes and Amen

The Annunciation by Henry Tanner, Philadelphia
Museum of Art
Today the answer is “Yes”, over and over again.
God’s fulfillment of His promises is manifest in His Son
Christ Jesus, born as he was in simple surroundings,
with no trappings of royalty or riches. And so God
tells us “Yes” today, again and again, that we may know
Him as He has become one with us. We have experienced
God in the flesh, as He dwelt among us.
Christ is the covenant, the contract God has made
with His people. We are bound to Him, even when we pull
away and say “No” as we are wont to do, regularly and
emphatically.
Young Mary is an example of how we need to be: when
told the impossible, the implausible, the
incomprehensible would happen to her, her response was
not “No way–go find someone else!”. Her response was
“Behold the willing servant of the Lord; let it be unto
me according to thy word.” She says, in essence
“Yes! And Amen!”
How often do we respond with such trust and
faithfulness, understanding and accepting Christ as the
ultimate “Yes” from God, who ensures our everlasting
salvation?
Let it be.
2 Corinthians 1:20
Zeal

Gerard (Gerrit) van Honthorst (1590–1656), Adoration
of the Children (1620), Uffizi Gallery, Florence.
Italy
From Isaiah 9:
2 The people walking in darkness
have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of the shadow of death
a light has dawned.
3 You have enlarged the nation
and increased their joy;
they rejoice before you
as people rejoice at the harvest,
as men rejoice
when dividing the plunder.
4 For as in the day of Midian’s
defeat,
you have shattered
the yoke that burdens them,
the bar across their shoulders,
the rod of their oppressor.
5 Every warrior’s boot used in battle
and every garment rolled in blood
will be destined for burning,
will be fuel for the fire.
6 For to us a child is born,
to us a son is given,
and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
7 Of the increase of his government
and peace
there will be no end.
He will reign on David’s throne
and over his kingdom,
establishing and upholding it
with justice and righteousness
from that time on and forever.
The
zeal of the LORD Almighty
will accomplish this.
Zeal is not a word used in a positive way in our
modern society, primarily because it is the root of
“zealot”. The implication is someone with a fervency
bordering on fanaticism, operating in an impassioned
state we associate with radical religiosity. Yet at the
conclusion of this beautiful prophecy about the coming
of Christ written in Isaiah in Chapter 9, it is the
“zeal” of the Lord of Hosts that will provide the
unending peace. Zeal is the human manifestation of the
Spirit of the Lord; it describes Christ Himself.
For followers of Jesus, on Christmas Day, how can we
not experience the “zeal” of what the birth of Christ
represents to us? This is far beyond the emotion-filled
sentimentality of a lovely story. It reflects our
astonishment, our enthusiastic response to the reality
of the Incarnation, of God dwelling with us.
A light has dawned. We no longer walk in darkness.
Christ, our Zeal, the human form of the Spirit, has
accomplished this.