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Silver Thaw
January 7, 2004

photos courtesy of Lea and Nate Gibson
Winter has hit with a vengeance in the northwest, with heavy
snows closing many roads,
airports and schools, and then an ice storm blanketed us during
the night, resulting in
significant tree and power line damage and over 100,000 homes in
the Puget Sound area
without electricity. We're feeling pretty fortunate where we are
farther north--the ice
damage was less, though it is persisting in our 9th day of sub
freezing temperatures. We
awoke to to a 1/2 inch of ice coating everything, and it remains
unthawed tonight.
The Haflingers have been indoors for four days straight now,
happily drinking their water
slushies from iced up buckets, and munching hay all day. No one
seems the worse for
wear. The number of colicking horses in our county has been
astronomical, according to
our vet clinic, as most horses simply refuse to drink icy water,
so they get impacted pretty
quickly. Haflingers, though, are bred to enjoy breaking ice for
water--they like to thump
their buckets, grab them with their teeth and have perfected the
art of breathing on the ice to
warm and thin it to the breaking point to reach the water below.
Truly adaptive behaviors if
stuck on a snowy mountainside in a blizzard, and not bad if
confined to a barn without heat.
The time it takes to do chores is easily twice the usual with the
watering process, and we're
behind on cleaning as it simply isn't safe to try to wheel heavy
loads of manure and
shavings up and down our iced-over barn ramps.
It is conditions like earthquakes, hurricanes, tornados,
firestorms and silver thaws that
remind us how little control we have over our environment and how
much control it has
over us. Being unable to walk anywhere outdoors that isn't coated
with ice is a humbling,
helpless, feeling--today in clinic I saw several broken wrists in
young healthy adults from falls.
Yet I'm grateful for the reminder of our helplessness. We dwell
in this often hostile world
and try to steward it, but we adapt to it, not the world adapting
to us. We cannot stop the
frozen rain from falling, but must wait patiently for the
southerly winds to blow. In fact, the
warming is coming. Only 10 miles to the south of our farm
tonight, the temperature is a
full 20 degrees higher, the ground is thawed and the ice is gone.
When I listen out our
back door to the south, I can hear the frozen trees in our woods
knocking their branches
together in a noisy cacophony as the south wind warms the ice,
and chunks drop from the
branches, clattering and clacking their way to the ground. From
stony frozen silence to
animated noisemakers with a steady puff of warm wind.
Yes, at times I feel iced over --rigid in my opinions, frozen in
my emotion, silent and
cocooned in myself. That is when the warm touch, the empathic
word, the heartfelt
outreach breaks me free. Perhaps a little frostbitten around the
edges, but free again,
warmed by good food, warm coffee, great family hugs and a host of
friends in touch from
around the world.
Listen for the coming of the warm wind. It is worth the wait.
Emily from BriarCroft